January 2010
17 posts
All nighter! (:
The all nighter last night/this morning was AMAZING!! I had one of the most amazing times ever!
Went to washington square, for a ‘hunt’ but in the process me nd my girls just tried on dresses! Saw him (: he makes me so happy!!! just to see him i get all.. awh!.
After we went to laserport. laser tag was a lot of fun. ha, so wanting to do that sometime for a party:P played 3 games of...
GP
I had a dream about you last night..
i wish it was real life. i want it to be true.. i want it to be reality, but its not.. :/ and i miss you, i need you. i remember all the fun times we used to have, dancing in ms.larsens class, wrestling. just hanging out..
i’m so sorry for what happened between us.. i wish that i could just go back in time and do it over again.. maybe then we’d...
Feeling fading..? Guess we’ll find out tomorrow
The Week.
The week has just started, and i’m already ready to be done with it. Its going to be a very long week.. and i can not wait for it to be over. 5 more finals this week! Stressed out. 3 of those finals are all on the same day. All in a row.
Gah, i just want to get away. Please. I need it, so bad. I can’t handle all the things happening in my life. I wan’t to move, get away, i...
i can't..
i can’t get you off my mind.. i’m going crazy. Do you ever think about me? At all? When we’re done seeing eachother, i think of you, do you think of me? I want to know you more and more each day.. but, we don’t go to the same school. we don’t even live in the same town! It drives me crazy that i can’t see you everyday, but only once a week.. Would you ever ask...
Shes wrong
She is totally wrong!! He is over here all the time. I hate it. Gah, freaking ass talking to my family like that!!i bet i know where he gets it from too!!! My flippin ‘grandma’ hate them both!! Gah… She is totally wrong
He makes me feel special.. But what if i’m just the same as any other girl he sees..? I want to be special to him…
Just wants to start fresh. I want to move.get out of this place.where people dont know you. To just start fresh, a new..
i’m sick of these backstabbing ‘friends’. why can’t you just accept me for me?
and stop backstabbing me, thinking that i’ll get over it.
I dont think i can take this much longer. I need a change in my life. A big one, and i’m ready for it. I need someone to lean on. Please God. Just one will do.
4:24 AM
Today/yesterday have been the worst..
I’m so sorry daddy and mommy. I dont know whats wrong with me. I love you. You’re my best friend forever.. Right? I’m sorry for all the pain i’ve caused you.. I dont know whats wrong with me..but i’ll find out. I promise. Your the best parents anyone could have…i love you two so much. You mean so much to me. You raised me...
CEL
Todays been a bad day. Period. I hope tomorrow goes better… I’m so sorry for what i did. I love you, you really are one of my best friends.. I need you and i’ll prove it to you. I promise. You’ve shown me that you actually care for me… I love you.
maybe i'm wrong.. but it doesn't feel like it!
maybe i’m wrong about him, but for right now, it doesn’t feel like it. he is the first like ‘real’ nice guy i have met.. and i can’t believe i haven’t met him sooner..
he is making me crazy happy. he is different then any other guy i’ve ever liked..
i want to get to know him more and more each day. he makes me so happy.. and even if it doesnt happen, it...
Anxiety or feeling for others?
Hahahah… that was so funny.
Ricky : “….but women get purses!!”
carlottamaria:
I have an unsteady feeling tonight. At first I thought it was just my deep love for Daisy, who is snuggled up next to me on the couch…I love moments like this.
But then I wonder if it’s a different feeling all together, something deeper.
Tonight was such a weird night, full of ups and...
CARLY POWNE 2
Soo… CARLY POWNE. You are AMAZING! hahahah.
just thought i’d let you know!!! (:
just got back from hanging out with CARLY POWNE. We went to Target, Starbucks and Barns and Noble!! I got 2 books and CARLY POWNE got 1!! Then on the way home, since i got a quiz book i quized CARLY POWNE in the car!! Hahah. It was a lot of fun!
And i am SO excited for this weekend! The winter retreat!!...
I honestly dont see how new years day is so important.. Just because its new years day doesnt mean nothings open.. Gah my mother is being so stupid..
We never ever do anything cause my mom always makes excuses not to do anything. Its ridicalious..and i hate it..
I honestly dont think new years is a big deal..